Maybe, it is just too much.
Maybe, it is just too difficult for me to understand.
Maybe, it is just not suitable for me.
Maybe, the world will be better without me.
Maybe, my friends will be happier without me.
Maybe, i should jump end my life.
Maybe, it is complicated.
Maybe, it is not a game for me.
Maybe, it is just crapping around.
Just maybe, i could do it.